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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Halloween/Fall Preschool Luncheon....

Sophia had her preschool Halloween party today! She was an Indian Princess, I called her Pocahontas for the day. This is the same costume that Eliza and Juliette always wore for preschool when they were 4 years old. I was hoping to find the pictures I took of ELiza and Juliette to blog them wearing this costume, but I can't find Eliza's. I think I didn't have a digital camera yet when Eliza was 4. Anyhow, I left Juliette at home by herself with some entertainment, snacks and drinks. She was given a phone and some phone numbers. She is still sick and I couldn't take her with me. She did great!!! She even did her hair while I was gone and got herself dressed in a nice skirt and top. She stayed in her room and watched movies. What a big girl!? I brought my homemade Spicy Pumpkin Soup for the luncheon, minus the spicy part. I went very easy on the crushed red peppers. April brought her delicious Clam chowder soup, we had some salads, rolls and desserts. The kids built these awesome Haunted Houses (ginger bread doll house). Very creative. Miss Mimi dressed up as Elastigirl from "The Incredibles" Disney movie. She didn't get the reaction from the kids that she had hoped for. I thought she looked cute. It was nice to sit and meet the new Moms and chat with old friends as well. Thank you Miss Mimi for making this such a successful and fun party for the kids. Thanks for letting us be in your home and enjoy each other's company!

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Hurray!...

The dishwasher works. My dishes are spotless and sanatized. The machine was sooooo quite and there were no leaks. Thank you Rob for running to Lowe's this morning to buy the piece we needed and installing the beast before leaving. Thank you! Now we can all have an extra hour of our lives freed. We don't need to stand for an hour every night washing the whole day's dishes worth. YEAH!! Yippie!! Hurray!!! Now to get the new stove and fridge! It always happens like that, when one thing breaks then others follow...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Manly Woman...

I have now certified myself to be your next Dishwasher Installer. I feel very manly after today's fiasco with our new dishwasher. What was supposed to have been a glorious day of no hand-washing dishes, turned out to be the day of wasted time with trying to install our dishwasher, and washing dishes by hand. Poor Rob spent over 4 hours putting this beast together, then when he left for work I loaded up the dishes and attempted to run my first load. Within a minute water was leaking from underneath. I noticed the problem and took it upon myself to fix it. Little did I know that it would take me another 2 hours to take it apart and put it together again, only to find out that I need to buy a new copper pipe thingy. So, I had to take it apart again and I have to make a trip to Lowe's tomorrow to get the new part. UMPH!

I do have to tell you that I was very grateful for my father-in-law who spent the 2 hours on speaker phone with me, guiding me step by step through the whole process of installing and un-installing this machine. Thank you Dad! Thank you for the help you were to Rob as well in the morning. I bet if you had been here we would not have gone through all this trouble. Days like these makes me wanna live closer to family!
But I now know how to install and un-install a dishwasher. No wonder repair men charge so much an hour! This was a tough job to do! I sympathize and have greater respect for them.
Thank you Rob for buying me a new Dishwasher and for putting all that time into making it work for me today. Sorry it was such a pain! I hope we can make it work tomorrow!

Monday, October 26, 2009

There are days...

There are days that I need a break as a Mother, and then I realize that...that is not possible, so I think again...there are days that I could just have a moment to myself to think. A solitary moment when I can pray in peace for guidance and patience with my children. Then I can resume my role as a Mother with more joy and renewal. I had one of those days where my patience, joy and feeling of renewal was lacking. Thank goodness for tomorrow!

We all know enough....

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Juliette's First B-day Party Ever with Friends...

So, this poor child has never had a birthday party ever. James and Eliza have! And Sophia is expecting her first this next April 2010. I am just not one to throw a party ever! When I asked Juliette the names of four little friends she wanted to invite, she first mentioned "Grammie Deb" our adopted Grandma (neighbor across the street). That just melted my heart!
Rob was the Party animal. He provided all the fun games and entertainment. We had a soccer games earlier this morning and so I planned the party so that Rob would be home to help me. He is the best entertainer ever! He could make money going from party to party directing the games and entertainment, and he would love it. Anyhow, Juliette's 3 little friends from school came and we all had a wonderful time. What a bunch of sweet girls they are? We really had a good time...except that all of the sudden Juliette began complaining of having a headache and then about 20min. later she came down with a fever. Poor girl is sick (with the flu)! After cake and presents she just crashed on my bed and has been sleeping for over an hour now.
We have all had the Flu around here, for the exception of Sophia. I was sure hoping that Juliette would not get sick. Now I hope Sophia doesn't. It is no fun to have the Flu. We have not had the stomach stuff with it, but it just puts you out for days. Pure Misery!
I am just glad she was able to have a memorable birthday party and that she was Happy for most of the time! We love you Juliette! Hope you feel better soon!
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Friday, October 23, 2009

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Celebrating Juliette's B-day...

We had a wonderful time last night celebrating Miss Juliette's B-day. She is so easily pleased! We made her favorite dinner which we call "poor People Food" but I think it's called "Hawaiian Haystacks" or something like that. We just kind of changed it around. I first had it at my Sister-in-laws house about 7 years ago. I believe i was pregnant with Juliette. She must have really enjoyed it in the womb that she has been loving it ever since. Anyhow, for dessert we have waffles loaded with French Vanilla ice cream, strawberries and Bittersweet homemade hot fudge sauce. Don't ask me the recipe for that, I just threw in some butter, chocolate chips, sugar and plain yogurt in a pot and it was Yummy! Funny thing that was one of my favorite desserts when I was a kid and Juliette has only had it maybe two times in her life. Opening presents was super fun. She got a present from her first grade teacher and it was this giant photo of her...it truly captured her true self. We loved it. Thank you Mr. Allan. As we continued wtih our opening of presents she became quite the character. Her excitement was hysterical and she knew it. She had us all laughing so hard with her sweet silliness and comments. The best part was watching her open the Tankini I bought her. She has been wanting one for a long time. She knows we don't do the bikini thing, so she kept saying that it was a Bikini just to get us laughing and to get parents' attention. It worked. We video taped her in action. We just love her. Anyhow, enjoy the slide show and video...P.S Juliette squeals a lot on the video, so don't turn it on too loudly. P.S.S I better mention the fact that James made Juliette a Screensaver (wallpaper for the computer) and Eliza made her a card with sounds on the computer. My kids are computers nerds. It was really sweet! Click to play this Smilebox scrapbook: Juliette's 7th B-day

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Part 2 of this video above...The Story!

Anything in this life is possible and it can be done!! We live on pure faith...Make up your mind and DO IT!!

Folowing in Christ's Footstep...

I just had to share this video with you all today. It just made me cry. This is truly amazing. A simple reminder of how it is to truly love as the Savior loves. >

SURPRISE!!!!...

So, we thought it would be fun to surprise Juliette today by going over to the school during her lunch time. Sophia and I made ourselves a delicious lunch and I made sure I packed extra strawberries to share with Juliette (her favorite). We got there 5 minutes early and I was ready with my camera to capture her excitement. I really thought she would just squeal and scream "Mommy", but instead she gave me her sweet innocent, tender, heart melting smile and said "Mommy" ever so sweetly and softly with her big brown eyes. I should have known, only Eliza would shout!!! Anyhow, we sat down with her and three other little friend's of hers. I treated her with 50 cents so that she could buy "Cafeteria Chocolate Milk". Sophia got 50 cents too. They both held hands towards the cashier and paid for their chocolate milks. I loved the grins on their faces as they enjoyed their drink, as if the one at home is not any better?...heeeeheee!

Mr. Allan (Juliette's 1st grade teacher) came by and let me know that he took the most beautiful picture of her today and that he couldn't get over her eyes. He felt he really captured her true self. I am excited to see it. He is a great phtographer as well as a teacher. Juliette just loves him. Anyhow, we had a fun time eating with her. It gave me a taste of how things are in school and who she hangs out with. She sure doesn't have much time to eat. It seemed like 10 minutes was not enough...no wonder the kids always come home with half thier lunch. It was cute to see her leave with her two friends that she plays with at school. It was the hand in hand and arm in arm kind of thing as they headed towards the playground. I didn't take a picture in time of the three together. It just warmed my heart. I will have that image ingraved in my mind forever. She has some sweet friends. Anyhow, the day is not over. We are having presents and dessert tonight with daddy. She did request her favorite dinner which is what we call "poor people food", but I called it differently for her. Stay tuned for our evening celebrations.

Happy Birthday 7th Juliette....

"Happy, Happy Birthday Juliette Dear. Happy Days will come to you all year. If I had one wish, then it would be A HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU FROM ME (us)"
We are so very happy to have you in our lives
you are a blessing to us and a joy!
Thanks for all your cute smiles and happy sounds.
We love you Julie!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Georgeous George...

Look at what we brought home tonight? Isn't he absolutely gorgeous? The previous owner named it "GEORGEOUS GEORGE" for a good reason. He is just beautiful. He is this fluffy thing and ever soooooooooo nice! His wattles are a dark red color and purple (the thingys under his beak) very cool! We think he is a white silkie maybe with a mix of frizzle. Isn't he handsome? Now we have to figure out what we are going to do with our mean old RUBBISH the rooster. We have been debating whether to have him for dinner one night or to just drop him off at some animal shelter place. We'll let you know what we decide!

P.S Check it out, he has five toes!

Queen of Hearts and Alice in Wonderland Costume Set GIVEAWAY!!!!

Queen of Hearts and Alice in Wonderland Costume Set GIVEAWAY!!!!

Look What We Brought Home Today...

Well, Rob always checks our local http://www.craigslist.com/ online for any kind of hens for sell or for free. We found plenty last night. We sent out e-mails and this morning received great news. All the ones we wanted were available. Needless to say, Sophia and I made a trip to Fairhaven this morning and picked up 9 hens. One Rhode Island Red, one white Leghorn, 2 black Bantams, and 5 black and gold Sex-links. We are statically excited! Rob will also be bringing home a white Silkie Bantam rooster after work. So, that will make 24 chickens total. 22 hens and 2 roosters. Holy Cow!

I took my time introducing the new ones to our group. There was an immediate establishment of seniority and ranking in the group (pecking order). I witnessed our rooster do some fancy dancing and flapping of the wings, and then two of our dominant hens just flapped their wings in front of them and then picked a fight. Each new hen seems to be doing fine. They survived the pecking order.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Another Testament of Jesus Christ

Ok, I have been sick for two days and I have spent the last 2 hours on the computer. It is my way of not thinking about how yucky I feel. I have found some uplifting videos and websites that I just had to share tonight. Thanks for putting up with me. Enjjoy: P.S I love this photographer's work. His name is Mark Mabry and he is the same one that made that Reflections of Christ slideshow last year.

MormonsMadeSimple on YouTube....

Look what Rob found that we have enjoyed watching? I wish I had come up with these videos. The person or people doing these are geniuses in my opinion. They are perfect for any age group. What a fun and simple way to share the Gospel with others and helped them understand the we are all about? Here is two of the many videos. The website is, just click and go: http://www.youtube.com/mormonsmadesimple

I love Elder Jeffrey R. Holland...

Saying it like it is: Part 1 Part 2

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Apostle Says Religious Freedom Is Being Threatened...

Elder Oaks has had a front-row seat in observing what he calls the “significant deterioration in the respect accorded to religion” in public life. Prior to his appointment to the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, Elder Oaks had an illustrious law career. He served as a justice on the Utah Supreme Court, was a professor at the University of Chicago Law School and Brigham Young University’s J. Reuben Clark Law School and clerked for Chief Justice Earl Warren of the United States Supreme Court. Although his address on religious freedom was not written in response to the Proposition 8 battle over same- sex marriage in California, Elder Oaks likened the incidents of outrage against those who prevailed in establishing marriage between a man and a woman to the “widely condemned voter-intimidation of blacks in the South.” He said members of the Church should not be deterred or coerced into silence by threats. “We must insist on our constitutional right and duty to exercise our religion, to vote our consciences on public issues, and to participate in elections and debates in the public square and the halls of justice.” Elder Oaks also said religious freedom is being jeopardized by claims of newly alleged human rights. As an example, he referred to a set of principles published by an international human rights group which calls for governments to assure that all persons have the right to practice their religious beliefs regardless of sexual orientation or identity. Elder Oaks said, “This apparently proposes that governments require church practices to ignore gender differences. Any such effort to have governments invade religion to override religious doctrines should be resisted by all believers.” Noting that the students he was addressing were among the generation that would face continuing challenges to religious freedom, Elder Oaks offered five points of counsel: •Speak with love and show patience, understanding and compassion to those with differing viewpoints. •Do not be deterred or coerced into silence by intimidation from opponents, insisting that churches and their members be able to speak out on issues without retaliation. •Insist on the freedom to preach the doctrines of their faith. •Be wise in political participation, remaining respectful of those who do not share their religious beliefs and contributing to reasonable discussion. •Be careful to never support or act on the idea that a person must subscribe to a specific set of religious beliefs in order to qualify for public office. “Religious values and political realities are so interlinked in the origin and perpetuation of this nation that we cannot lose the influence of Christianity in the public square without seriously jeopardizing our freedoms,” Elder Oaks concluded. “I maintain that this is a political fact, well qualified for argument in the public square by religious people whose freedom to believe and act must always be protected by what is properly called our ‘First Freedom,’ the free exercise of religion.”

Who Needs To Drive To The Petting Zoo?...

This afternoon we were visited by a family of four ducks (1 male and 3 females). We were so excited! This has never happened before. They usually stay across the street near the Lake or Creek, but never inland like this. Sophia and I fed them some bread and realized that they were very friendly with how close they got to us. Sophia was so cute and so very excited that she decided to go after one and pet it. There was this female duck limping a bit, she was slower than the rest. Sophia chased after her until the duck just laid on the ground for still, and Sophia was able to pet her and feel her feathers. I had never seen her so excited and so happy! Sophia couldn't believe she had just pet a DUCK! Her actual words were " I had never touched a duck before Mom, this is fun!"

Later Rob took a turn and he got to hold the same duck. Sophia caught her and brought her to us. I was a bit nervous that the duck would bite her or do something, but she was extremely submissive. Rob convinced me to hold her and I couldn't believe how light she was. She was beautiful. I had never held a duck or pet one before, this was the first for all of us. I love living where we are. It is filled with exciting things. It is like our own world. We don't need to drive into town to find the action and excitement. We can find it in our front yard and make an adventure out of it!
P.S The slide show is in chronological order. Watch Sophia go after the duck.
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Birdie Caught In Action...

I love watching my kids play soccer. They each have such unique talents. Eliza has develop quite thte moves the last two years, and I just love seeing her in action. Her team calls her "Birdie" and she loves it. It is actually what we call her at home, but the team heard us call her taht during games that it stayed with her. Anyhow, this last Saturday I got some good shots of her being her aggressive self. She is a go-getter when it comes to that ball. It is fun to watch her.

On the side lines was her brother James with a friend watching the game. I glanced at them at one occassion to find them in the middle of a contest. They were both licking lollipops as fast they could. They were counting who had the most licks. James licked his 410 times, his friend gave up after 300 and ate it. It was very entertaining to watch. The simple pleasure of life!

Who is out of control?...

Sophia and I spent over two hours slaving away in the kitchen Friday morning.

We poured and mixed, and poured and mixed some more, then we tasted and tasted some more...We licked and licked raw doughs and created an absolute mess. Just to make three masterpieces out of pure endulgence. Voila! Here you have it. We were craving chocolate:
1. Double Chocolate Bundt Cake
Yield 16 servings (serving size: 1 slice) Ingredients Glaze: 2/3 cup granulated sugar 1/4 cup water 1/4 cup chocolate-flavored liqueur 2 tablespoons butter Cake: 1 1/2 teaspoons canola oil 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour Cooking spray 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar 6 tablespoons butter, softened 2 large eggs 2 large egg whites 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 3 cups all-purpose flour (about 13 1/2 ounces) 1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 1/2 cups 1% low-fat milk 2/3 cup semisweet chocolate minichips 2 tablespoons powdered sugar Preparation 1. To prepare glaze, combine first 4 ingredients in a small saucepan. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat, stirring constantly. Cool completely. 2. Preheat oven to 350°. 3. To prepare cake, drizzle oil into a 12-cup Bundt pan; coat pan thoroughly with a pastry brush. Sprinkle with 2 tablespoons flour, shaking out excess. Coat prepared pan with cooking spray. 4. Place 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar and 6 tablespoons butter in a large bowl; beat with a mixer at medium speed until well blended (about 5 minutes). Add eggs and egg whites, 1 at a time, beating well after each addition. Beat in vanilla. 5. Lightly spoon 3 cups flour into dry measuring cups; level with a knife. Combine 3 cups flour and next 4 ingredients (through salt), stirring with a whisk. Add flour mixture and milk alternately to sugar mixture, beginning and ending with flour mixture; mix after each addition. Beat 2 minutes. Fold in chips. Spoon batter into prepared pan. Swirl batter using a knife. 6. Bake at 350° for 45 minutes or until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Immediately pour glaze over cake. Cool cake in pan on a wire rack 30 minutes. Invert cake onto a serving plate; cool completely. Sprinkle with 2 tablespoons powdered sugar. Nutritional Information Calories:326 (28% from fat) Fat:10.3g (sat 5.8g,mono 2.7g,poly 0.5g) Protein:5.5g Carbohydrate:54.8g Fiber:2g Cholesterol:43mg Iron:1.9mg Sodium:211mg Calcium:59mg
2. Double Chocolate Chip Oatmeal cookies (no raisins)
Chocolate Chocolate Chip Oatmeal Cookies 1 cup + 2 TBS flour 3 TBS unsweetened cocoa powder 1/2 tsp baking soda 1 tsp baking powder 1 tsp salt 1/2 cup butter, softened 3/4 cup brown sugar 1/4 cup sugar 1 egg 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1 1/4 cups Oatmeal (I used quick cooking) 1/2 cup Milk chocolate chips Preheat oven to 350. Lighlty spray baking sheets with PAM. In a large mixing bowl, wisk together flour, cocoa, baking soda, baking powder and salt. In a mixing bowl, cream together the butter, brown sugar and white sugar. Beat in the egg and vanilla. Gently mix in the flour mixture by hand using a spoon or spatula. Gently fold in the oats and chips (and nuts if using). Drop by spoonfulls (I used my medium ice cream scooper) onto cookie sheets, leaving 2 inches between cookies for spreading. *I chilled my dough for 30 minutes before baking so mine did not spread as much as room temp dough may. I had to press my dough balls down a bit with my finger tips to form discs because the dough was stiff and would not have baked evenly if I did not. Bake for 8 to 10 minutes until edges are set. Cool on baking sheet for 10 minutes before removing to a wire rack to cool completely
3. Banana Bread with Chocolate Chips.
Servings: 8-10 Slices Prep time: 15 Minutes Cook time: 1 hour Total time: 1 hour 15 minutes Ingredients: 1 3/4 cups sifted flour 1/4 teaspoon soda 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/3 cup shortening 2/3 cup granulated sugar 2 eggs, well beaten 6-7 very ripped bananas, mashed 1/2-3/4 C. Chocolate Chips
Directions:Preheat oven to 350 degreesIn a medium bowl swift together all the dry ingredients. Set a side.I a large bowl cream shortening , gradually add graulated sugar. Continuing creaming until light and fluffy. To wet ingredients add (already well beaten) eggs. Alternatively add mashed bananas and dry ingredients to larger bowl with wet ingredients. Beat until smooth.Turn into a well-greased bread pan (8 1/2" x 4 1/2") Bake 1 hour. Yields one loaf

Monday, October 12, 2009

Sunday, October 11, 2009

We Were Asked To Speak at Church Today...

Rob and I were asked to speak at Church today (two weeks ago) by our Bishop. We were asked to talk on Enduring to the End (Me) and about the Atonement (Rob). I was asked to use my Marathon experience to relate it to how I endured to the end, per say, with my race, and the spiritual significance of Enduring. I prayed fervently for inspiration to say the things I needed to say, that perhaps needed to be heard and said, all in accordance to His Will. I received a vast amount of inspired ideas and spent days writing and researching. I had handwritten all of my thoughts and quotes and scriptures. There was a time when I woke up at around 4am and just wrote and wrote in the dark. I had so many thoughts and feelings it was overwhelming. I ended up with over 25 pages trying to put together this talk.
Thank goodness for prayers being answered in time. I managed, with Rob's help, to narrow it all down to 6 pages, two days before today! So, here it is for all those that didn't get to hear me speak today. It is a bit lengthy but I hope it will be worth your time. Rob's talk is not written out like mine, so I can't really blog it. But, I have asked him to try to put it together for me. He did a fantastic job and he sang two songs. It was just wonderful to hear him speak. He focused mainly on the Grace of God. It was an awesome talk! I really hope he writes it for me so that I can blog it and share it with you all. Well here it goes:
During my sophomore year in High School I was picked out during P.E class by the track coach and was asked to run a lap. I ran so fast that I threw up after, but I made the track team. I began running for the cross country team during the fall season. Long distance was not my favorite thing. I struggled to run past 3 miles. But I knew that enduring the long runs would be good conditioning. I couldn’t wait for track and field season to begin. I loved SPEED. I just loved that feeling of the wind and my feet flying as I sprinted towards the finish line with every race. My main events were the 100 and 300 meter hurdles. During my senior year while running hurdles I herniated three discs in my spine and was not able to walk for three days. It was very painful. The doctor and physical therapist recommended to never run again. I was heart-broken. My opportunities of ever progressing in running were crushed. I had come so far and had become one of the faster runners in the school. At that time I couldn’t have imaged ever being able to run a marathon like I did last week. I’d like to share what I learned about enduring to the end.Start of gospel marathon: At that same time in my life I embarked on a spiritual marathon (if you will) which would last my whole life. As I’ve read the scriptures I’ve come to the conclusion that the Lord is more interested in long distance runs than sprints….you don’t hear him say: “first one there wins” but you do often read things like: “…the race is not to the swift …or I have fought a good fight, I have finished my race…or and if thou endure it well…or he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved” The reason may have something to do with the fact that compared to a sprint a marathon does more to building our souls, to building our characters than running fast and getting the race over with. A long race helps us become who we need to be. It’s obvious to me as I look out into the congregation that we’ve all made the same decision to embark on a lifelong course to follow Christ. We made that decision first in Heaven where we chose his plan and made promises to Him, knowing that this life would not be easy but, knowing that the marathon of life would be worth it. . Later we officially started the race through the gate of baptism putting us on the straight and narrow path which lead to eternal life” Wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of Hope, and a clove of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and endure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eternal life. 21 And now, behold, my beloved brethren, this is the away; and there is none other way (2 Ne 31:20-21) Pressing forward will result in finding obstacles: As I go through life I find myself faced with many challenges, difficulties, trials. These obstacles are often difficult to endure. But with each experience I gain greater love, hope and faith in the Savior. I gain a better understanding of the atonement and build a closer relationship with Him. These experiences have helped me become who I am. I’m striving to continue to stay faithful and steadfast to the covenants I’ve made with God. Later we’ve made other covenants to follow Him, to keep His commandments to strive to emulate His life. We’re going to have moments of fear discouragement, disappointment, and distraction which pull us away from the straight and narrow path and from staying steadfast in Christ. As we press forward we can also expect things to get more challenging. President Kimball said: Just as school requirements become more challenging from grade to grade, so do the Lord's spiritual requirements of us increase as we progress, grow, and develop. The faith we have had in the past most likely will not be sufficient to sustain us in the days ahead—both because of the world's escalating depravity and because the Lord will give us opportunities to grow and progress spiritually. Each new challenge we face can result in a deeper faith in the Lord and greater confidence in the spiritual privileges that are ours. Dealing with difficult circumstances seems to prepare us to handle even more complicated opportunities for growth. The Lord will help us as it gets harder. Sheri Dew said: “The Lord has shored me up, strengthened me, and made me able to do thing I could never have managed on my own” I can testify to having experienced that personally last week when I ran my first marathon. When we chose to follow Christ and came to this earth we knew that life would be difficult and that he would require us to endure to the end; not just until we got tired. We also knew of the atonement and how the Savior would be able to strengthen us to endure. It takes difficult experiences to better understand the atonement. And as we understand it more, it becomes easier for us to apply it in our life. For example, after going through three miscarriages last year I was heartbroken and devastated. I knew that I could turn to the Lord for comfort. As I took advantage of the resources He offers me like prayer, the gift of the Holy Ghost, the temple, the scriptures; I felt His healing power. The Savior is our best example when it comes to enduring to the end. He stayed firm and to his promise to God, and knew His purpose in life. He knew who he was. He was faithful regardless of His difficulties and he fulfilled his mission. I remember the very moment I decided to do a marathon, I felt committed and ready to do whatever necessary to try and prepare to run 26.2 miles. I took the time to research all that this would require and involve, I realized that I had to make some changes in order to attain what was being asked of me to do or what I was about to ask my body to do. I’d never done anything like this. The bishop gave me a written training plan which included a schedule for running incremental distances. For starters I had to get out of my comfort zone. I changed my pace, learned to run with a fanny pack and eat and drink during a run, I learned to eat nasty gel gu’s with electrolytes and energy sugars, I had to wake up early, hit the gym, visit the chiropractor, …but I can honestly say that the growth (the joy) comes when we are stretching our souls outside of comfort zone…. During my training for this marathon I was faced with some obstacles. I felt at times unmotivated and discouraged but I felt a sense of responsibility because of my commitment. So I prayed for help often. Every time I received exactly what I needed from the Lord to continue with my training. The more I relied on the Lord on the days that I’d run the longest miles or distance, the more I felt the confidence that I could do this. I had a sense, a feeling of gratitude with each accomplishment. It was never easy, but worth it. I knew I could not do this alone. I received help from others along the way such as girlfriends from running group, the Bishop and his wife, with their encouragement and motivation. I truly believe the Lord’s grace can often come through others. Last week in Leavenworth WA I attempted to run my first full marathon. When the marathon actually started I felt great. I felt as prepared as I could ever be. Little did I realize the unplanned things I would face. The morning of the race I had received a priesthood blessing, stretched, made 10 trips to the potty, re-examined the map, arranged for water and food at various stations. I felt at ease at the starting line. The first 4 miles were quite hilly up a canyon, then 3 miles basically flat, then 2 more miles along the Wenatchee River on a dirt trail, and then back to the streets for 4 miles through neighborhoods and farms which completed a loop back to finish line where the majority of runners ended because they were only doing a half marathon. I had to repeat the loop. As mile 14 began with another run of the canyon, I was struck with a side ache more intense than I had ever before felt. I ran holding my side for the next 9 miles to try and alleviate the pain. I changed my breathing and stretched my side as I kept running. Fortunately my husband joined me for moral support for the next 5 miles. I never expected the difficulties I was challenged with. I really struggled but persevered. I prayed and relied on the Lord’s promises in the scriptures: He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength….But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength…they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint (Is 40:29) At mile 22.5 Rob met me again to run with me. Just at the time that my side ache subsided both my legs began cramping. I felt these horrid pains on the inner thighs of both my legs. I’d never experienced this problem before either. I prayed some more and began to consider actually walking for a mile or two. I am glad I had Rob with me when this was happening. He was what I needed at the time to encourage me to walk and not feel bad about it. So, I walked. I still kept up a pretty good pace. At mile 25, I began to run, I didn't want to finish walking and I had a new goal, to finish before 5 and a half hours. That last mile was the hardest thing I had ever done in my life. I kept running until my calves on both legs suddenly and simultaneously cramped . At about ¼ mile from the finish line I had to completely stop and stretch because I literally couldn’t move. I said a prayer again; stretched a bit and felt the encouragement to continue. I was motivated to cross the finish regardless of my pain. I then began to run downhill towards the finish line. I was almost done when the cramping intensified. I was determined not to stop but to continue running with the pain. I crossed that finish line and thanked my Heavenly Father for getting me through. I was humbled knowing that I could not endure to the end without His help. I don’t know how to describe the finish; I was just so happy…glad to have finished. One thing I kept thinking is that the human body is an amazing thing. God has created us to push ourselves and as we do so, we grow. This experience changed me, it stretched and refined my spirit. I couldn’t have done it without Heavenly Father’s help. Regardless of all my training I still needed His help. And I’m so glad that I got it. I summed up how grueling it was when just after crossing the finish line I said “I’d rather give birth.” May I finish by saying something of the end of Christ’s marathon borrowing from the words of Elder Holland and Maxwell: How hard was it? I can’t begin to imagine but the scriptures say that Jesus was “sore amazed” or in the Greek, “awestruck” and “astonished. Imagine, Jehovah, the Creator of this and other worlds, “astonished”! Jesus knew intellectually what He must do, but not by experience. He had never personally known the exquisite and exacting process of an atonement before. Thus, when the agony came in its fullness, it was so much, much worse than even He with his unique intellect had ever imagined! The total weight of all mortal sins—past, present, and future—pressed upon that perfect, sinless, and sensitive Soul! Even so, Jesus maintained this sublime submissiveness, as He had in Gethsemane: “Nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.” But Jesus held on. He pressed on. The goodness in Him allowed faith to triumph even in a state of complete anguish. The circle of support around Jesus got smaller and smaller during his betrayal, trial, and the denials. The scriptures say: “All the disciples [left] him, and fled.” John and Mary were in the vicinity but essentially His lonely journey back to His Father continued without companionship. He had anticipated this loss of support; by earlier saying to His disciples, “Behold, the hour … is now come, that ye shall be scattered, every man to his own, and shall leave me alone: and yet I am not alone, because the Father is with me” In perhaps the most difficult moment of the atonement (for which Jesus must have been prepared intellectually and physically but which He may not have fully anticipated emotionally and spiritually) He cried out in ultimate loneliness as his Father surprisingly withdrew his spirit; “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”Speaking of the Father’s brief withdrawal of his personal presence. Christ later said: I have overcome…and trodden the wine press alone; and of the people there was none with me: And I looked, and there was none to help; and I wondered that there was none to uphold: therefore mine own arm brought salvation It was required, indeed it was central to the significance of the Atonement, that this perfect Son who had never spoken ill nor done wrong nor touched an unclean thing had to know how the rest of humankind—us, all of us—would feel when we did commit such sins. For His Atonement to be infinite and eternal, He had to feel what it was like to die not only physically but spiritually, to sense what it was like to have the divine Spirit withdraw, leaving one feeling totally, hopelessly alone. Because Jesus walked such a long, lonely path utterly alone, we do not have to do so. His solitary journey allows him to comfort us on our little version of that path—along with the merciful care of our Father in Heaven, the unfailing companionship of this Beloved Son, the gift of the Holy Ghost, angels in heaven, family members on both sides of the veil, prophets and apostles, teachers, leaders, friends. All of these and more have been given as companions for our mortal marathon. We will never be left alone nor unaided, even if sometimes we may feel that we are. The Redeemer said: “I will not leave you comfortless: [My Father and] I will come to you [and abide with you].” I hope that we can commit to stand by him at all times and in all things, and in all places since that is how He stands by us even though he stood entirely and utterly alone. Here I am with his help John 15: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without Me ye can do nothing….10 If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love. 11 These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your Joy might be full - I was able to get to the finish line accompanied by a vast amount of support and was cheered on thru, but the Savior endured Gethsemane completely alone. I am so Grateful for His atonement , for His willingness and love to carry me to the finish line – He felt my pain, He knew my desire and he was there to comfort me and get me through, I endured to the finish line. - My faith and hope in the Savior (the comfort of knowing that I am never alone) got me motivated and encouraged to tackle what was once impossible to do. - Though my marathon in life is still in effect, and I’m blissfully unaware of what I’ve got to face, I have faith in the Savior and in his grace. I know I will be able to get through anything and I will endure to the end of my mortal life. I will be back in the presence of my Heavenly Father, thanks to Jesus’ grace and mercy, thanks to his atoning sacrifice. Enduring builds character. It takes time and growth. It takes experiences, trials, challenges to come to understand the atonement a little better each time and then applying it in our lives. He compensated for all that we will go through as we strive to endure to the end. He knows the pain we feel, he knows what we are faced with, he is our strength! He will not usually take our problems away, but he will not leave us to face them alone. There is no other way to get through this life, Only Through the Savior can we endure to the end. I say these things in the Name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, Amen.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Our Two Days in Leavenworth WA...

On the way to Leavenworth and back Rob and I enjoyed our time together and did some fun things before and after the race. On the way there we watched the Salmon jump out of the water and swim up the Wenatchee River. Then we walked around the beautiful town of Leavenworth. Rob surprised me by taking me to a little Italian restaurant (I love Italian food) and to load up on some pasta. We stayed at the Red Lion Inn thanks to Rob's cousin Chris. During my race Rob toured around the Fish hatchery (where the race took place). He took some fun self-shots. Love it! He also took some beautiful pictures of the area along the course. He is so cute! After the race we were able to head back to our hotel room and shower. We didn't get charged for checking out almost 3 hours later from the time we were supposed to check out. We arrived late and took less than an hour to shower and go. Thank you Red Lion Inn. We headed home and on the way we visited the "Smallwood's Harvest Pumpkin Patch and store. It was the cutest place. We thought about the kids and how much they would have enjoyed themselves and that perhaps we should bring them next year. But, we got over that one quickly. Heeeheee! Anyhow we bought the kids some pumpkins as souvenirs and some Yummy jam for my Dad. I enjoyed a ride from Rob on their flat cart. He is such a nice to pull me around. I was so sore. Our next stop was to get some food. I still was not ready for real food, but a salad with chicken sounded good. Subway was kind enough to make me a delicious salad! Then we got my Mom some homemade fudge from the Chocolate Factory. Our last stop was at this shack on the side of the road that had this giant statue of a wooden BIGFOOT. Rob just had to take me and take pictures. This was also the filming location for "Harry and the Henderson's". The best part is that this little place had the best PB and Fudge Shake I have ever had. Rob felt I deserved it, even though we argued over it and fought about who drank the most. It was so good we were having a hard time Sharing!!! Just like two little kids! Coming home was a delight. My kids just were so excited to see us and they just cheered HURRAY to me for having completed the marathon. It was the best greeting ever. It is a joy to have such wonderful little ones. I just love them! Thank you kids and thank you to my parents for your support. P.S. The Fall colors were absolutely gorgeous! I didn't get a good picture while driving of the foliage. But, it was stunning.